Thursday, February 07, 2008

A lost dream....


Sometimes the simplest things are the most difficult to do....

Our human nature doesn’t let us consciously hurt someone's feeling and so that makes us go-on compromising....but we fail to understand that compromise is also hurting feelings, not of another person - but of SELF

Amidst a happy moment we find a little strand out of place and we succumb to the pressure of putting it back.....but often we don’t realise that our happy moment is now gone. Our ego tells us, its no biggie but deep inside we brood...

I don’t know why I am talking in riddles but m lost in an unfamiliar place, which looks very familiar though.

I have walked down a road for years now and I just saw a long lost dream / hope pass-by, without which I had learnt to live and just the sight of it brought to my mind all the green pastures it holds for me. I just want to live that dream once....it seems it’s no more my dream…it’s my need... my desire....

I also know that the solution to it is simple and straight, but I cant find the courage to grab my guts together and give my dream one shot.....I am scared of losing out on it, yet again......

What I would give to be child again....when I believed the world is mine to conquer....every problem has a solution.....smile away from worries...just when I thought things were falling apart i would get a hug from mom/dad saying alls well.....Oh I just want the time to turn back......

Only a miracle could make me one with my dream….