We often write only fun thing on the blog site....somthing thats happy, cheerful or informative...but for a change I am posting something that I saw a close friend experiece recently....and I stood by her side while she experienced what she wrote...
"Tears rolled down my eyes for the first time in years….and I just died one day…
I lived my life to the fullest…always laughed out loud, right from my heart. Nothing every bothered me enough to make me cranky. I was a very lively person. Taking life as it comes and making the best of everything I had. Tension-free was my life for years together. I had ample lot of friends to share my happiness with. The night brought with it the moon and the stars which made my evening glitter with joy too. Loved by my entire family and friends and surprisingly all teachers too :o). I was not the topper in the class but very brilliant and rational student.
My parent gave me a perfect up-bringing. I was independent without being roudy and proud. Very self sufficient and enterprising too. If I was to take up a task…would do it so efficiently that none could find a loophole in it :o). I made my family very proud with my achievements in personal and professional life…and managed a descent balance between the two lives too…
I loved everyone for what they were and became their best friend. People easily opened out to me and discussed their hard times. I was always able to talk them out of it and give them the joyous feeling they were longing for. Their secrets were always safe with me and so were their sorrows. Many have complimented me for my SMILE….I remember someone mailing me – “u have such a nice smile..least u can do is USE IT “ . Well I did…very generously too :o)
Late in the night one day when I was just sitting and reading a book at home…the phone rang. Yaya, its normal for the phone to ring…but not at midnight…well without any weird reaction I took the call…..and in a split second during the conversation it was all over for me.
I was in such a state of shock that my tears evaded me….
I was shattered from inside and didn’t come to terms with the reality until a long time….
It was after much pondering I convinced myself that I lost a part of me due to mere negligence…
Tears rolled down my eyes for the first time in years….and I just died…..
Often I find myself lost…and time had come to a NO-PASSING zone."
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
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I donno which one of you wrote this, but twas a real good read. When I read this I got reminded of one of the remarks my friend made some time ago. The remark was sumthing like this
" What do you expect from life? A place you can call home, A few friens who really matter and the work you do which will speak of you after you have gone."
at some stage or another every humar experiences this feeling...some come out of it with a smile...some hold on it so strong that it takes them down and they end up wallowing in self pity..
One minute can shatter your whole life, whether its losing yourself or a loved one.. u simply get lost!!
Life is slippin by the minute!!
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